Know alot of Guys be thinking my s%@^ is about them, but this one is not to be confused this one is for YOU....lol

I felt a need to write this note just to reasure u of how much I care about u and to hopefully make you smile, and warm your heart a lil , lol :)Since the first time we met I knew that you would be a wonderful part of my life (altough we we're drunk,lol)...every moment we have spent together, whether it has been in person, on the phone, a text, facebook, or you thinking of me or me thinking of you its never in vain...

During this time we have been friends ( and more, lol ) you know my emotional ass has went through alot Ive gone from liking you alot, crying about it, to damn near hating you and never wanting to see you again, to me completely caring about you in soo many different ways, so because i cant tell you id rather express it in this note...

So with your split personality ass I'm gonna address Twista First:OOOOHHHHHHH that arogant ass nigga I cant stand him(lol), always in the club actin a fool, got hella girls flockin to him Gotta whole entourage of real niggas and fakes who in time will step up to the plate of who they really are..

He wont let you know how he feels, the EGO wont allow it

Gonna down play YOU to the crew so they wont know how much he's really feeling you

That crazy ass nigga, dont really know what he wants bluntly, he just wants to sow his royal oats (Coming to America lmao!!)

It drives Chi chi crazy on how Twista is on his shit hella swag, oh so sexy that the thought of you inside of me makes me.....lol A perfect match for Chi Chi with all her spice and fire...Twista the one they LOVE to HATE because they think that him and Rashad are one in the same

But now I gotta explain Rashad:

U are a man of great integrity and who has the power to touch people's souls, who unknowingly has my heart in his hands....

You make me smile so much Rashad the thought of being with you takes me to a beautiful place that i never want to leave, when I see you to this day i still get butterflies, I know its corny but its true, spending time with you never gets old...Im free to be me with you, and hopefully I grant you the same, your presence brings me so much bliss that i just cant help to get wrapped up in u

Although we have been through some things and at one point in time I vowed never to talk to you again, i cant imagine my life without u, and whatever God hs instore for us im content with

No one has ever effected my entire being the way you have and you may not realize this all right now but hopefully one day u will and the timing will be perfect...So with all that said, this is why I miss, care, think about, and love you...

This is a Letter i wrote a while ago for someone whom has touched my life in a Great way,

But the best is yet to come for me and because its not you,

I wish you the best...