how can u love someone like me??
Full of greed and anger I kissed you like Judus, thinking I can betray u and still claim the money and fame without realizing my sanity was up for gain...
The spririt constantly wars for my soul but I chose to be consumed with the fire of doom, fulfilling the lusts my heart desired, I soon found that I had suckun 7 times deeper into the things that I had once rebuked the devil for and called him a liar....
Deteremined to settle for nothing less than fun, i did everything under the sun
The seductive game began when I let him win because I let him in, He entered with full force taking what I said was his, but thats the foolish mindset of Sin...
Thinking that it would all end there i set out on a journey to be sexually free with nothing binding me, stopping at nothing to fulfill any sexual sins...
To enhance this new found passion of my life I would have a bottle of gin by my side,
Buddy i called them, they would make sure i got in and def made sure I got out, but as friends sometimes do, they let u down..
Again and again he left me dazed, alone, sick, and confused poisoning my body I felt the need to stop but who would be there to ease the pain...
So me and buddy continued for a while, going from party to party, club to club, or just that night when i was bored....
Couldnt stand to be bored, that meant i had to think about myself and the condition the devil had lured me in...
But one day I couldnt breathe that air anymore, making me sick to my stomach I had to flee,
smelling myself and realizing that sin doesnt stay in one area, IT cannot be controlled, because ultimately my soul for him is the ultimate win
But I declare No More...
No more, insanity, pleas for life to waste it again, and looking for validation in that "NEW" friend...
No more running from conviction and my deliverance....
Its time to rise up and LIVE for God, the one and only savior Jesus Christ...
Because I know he wins, me being in him and him being in me I win also...
My God how could you love someone like me, but his love is unconditional never changing, because he see's me For who I am and for for what I am doing, he cant stop...
Love he is, and love I live.....
Thats what i desire, being a voice and face for this generation to turn to I pray I can live up to God's standards so that I may let him live through me to draw them to him that may....
Love he is, and love I live
I will stop at nothing to do his work for my life and most importantly for the lives of others, because one thing I learned somebody is depending on it because I was depending on my mother, and my Gparents who never gave up on me
Love he is, and love I live
Lord I just ask that my ways be pleasing in your sight and that I never do anything for fortune or fame but for the total glorification of you.....
LOVE HE IS and LOVE I LIVE
Full of greed and anger I kissed you like Judus, thinking I can betray u and still claim the money and fame without realizing my sanity was up for gain...
The spririt constantly wars for my soul but I chose to be consumed with the fire of doom, fulfilling the lusts my heart desired, I soon found that I had suckun 7 times deeper into the things that I had once rebuked the devil for and called him a liar....
Deteremined to settle for nothing less than fun, i did everything under the sun
The seductive game began when I let him win because I let him in, He entered with full force taking what I said was his, but thats the foolish mindset of Sin...
Thinking that it would all end there i set out on a journey to be sexually free with nothing binding me, stopping at nothing to fulfill any sexual sins...
To enhance this new found passion of my life I would have a bottle of gin by my side,
Buddy i called them, they would make sure i got in and def made sure I got out, but as friends sometimes do, they let u down..
Again and again he left me dazed, alone, sick, and confused poisoning my body I felt the need to stop but who would be there to ease the pain...
So me and buddy continued for a while, going from party to party, club to club, or just that night when i was bored....
Couldnt stand to be bored, that meant i had to think about myself and the condition the devil had lured me in...
But one day I couldnt breathe that air anymore, making me sick to my stomach I had to flee,
smelling myself and realizing that sin doesnt stay in one area, IT cannot be controlled, because ultimately my soul for him is the ultimate win
But I declare No More...
No more, insanity, pleas for life to waste it again, and looking for validation in that "NEW" friend...
No more running from conviction and my deliverance....
Its time to rise up and LIVE for God, the one and only savior Jesus Christ...
Because I know he wins, me being in him and him being in me I win also...
My God how could you love someone like me, but his love is unconditional never changing, because he see's me For who I am and for for what I am doing, he cant stop...
Love he is, and love I live.....
Thats what i desire, being a voice and face for this generation to turn to I pray I can live up to God's standards so that I may let him live through me to draw them to him that may....
Love he is, and love I live
I will stop at nothing to do his work for my life and most importantly for the lives of others, because one thing I learned somebody is depending on it because I was depending on my mother, and my Gparents who never gave up on me
Love he is, and love I live
Lord I just ask that my ways be pleasing in your sight and that I never do anything for fortune or fame but for the total glorification of you.....
LOVE HE IS and LOVE I LIVE
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