why do you withdraw when all I want to do is draw near...

Why do you hurt me by casting your silent fears on me
I'd rather you say it, scream it, yell it, let it pour out of you in anguish and pain
Instead of you touch me with the huge burden that tortures your brain

Why do you withdraw when all i want to do is draw near...

I know you love me this I'm sure
The heavenly bliss I feel bursts out of you
The fire I see in your I's that only my I's can see, is only for me...
So how can you give up so easily? Just throw up your hands and leave, when I thought I provided an environment that made you want to cleave

Why do you withdraw when all i want to do is draw near...

My dear just love me without fear, giving me your all or nothing...at, all
But at, all... is hard for me to say a thought I cannot tame,
I can take nothing, I can live for nothing, but if its nothing...at, all that means
There is no hope no chance

BUT NOW THE REVELATION HAS MANIFESTED....

So I say to you Mr.Man, controlling my heart and my mind...
Although your not the only one to blame, cause I let you create this soul tie
But I have to be free from this game

Free from the abandonment and hurt by you being a coward for not just saying
Camille,
I dont want you right now, all I want to do is lay and play with the women of this world
And its not my fault your not like the rest thats why I could never give you less than my best....
But you Deserve a man who will chase after your love,
Endulge hinself in the presence of God and live to love you...

Because you didnt say this I still forgive you, and I still care for you, but now its time to say goodbye...
Im thankful for the things you have taught me about myself not knowingly you made it easier for my husband to come, because through the abandonment and pain I grew....
I'm wiser, stronger, and more loving...
For him I go through the fire, being tried and tried again, but in the end He will find his heart, and his heart will be in me and togther we can come out as pure Gold, flawless and pure before God...

Love He Is so Love I Live