Vent not really a poem, just how I feel

Not really a poem...just how I feel

Damn this wall is up again...
everytime I wanna let someone in, it pulls me back and it says no not again
It would just help so much if we didnt play this game, of me liking you and Im thinking you feel the same...leading me on I know how you play, talking to me but never really making a claim
I cant take this anymore, meeting someone new, thinking that he may be potentially You...
I dont know what else I have to prove to let you know that I like you, buts its cool the Bitch is returning to her thorne of being cold hearted, mean, and closed off...beause my heart cant be mangled anymore, no more pitty patty with someone who may not really like me or really even want me....and when its to late, its to late I'm soo drained of letting you know I care for you not to say anything in return, maybe I came off to strong, but it would help if you would give me some type of response...But No more will I reply cause I know that whatever you tell me is a lie....
I know I have my issues and this may be clear, but who can blame me being torn down for years. I just dont want anymore hurt and pain Im ready for my soulmate...So Im gonna wait in God's time for my mate to find my I's.....